Jesus or Gus?

If you're just tuning in after awhile I would head back to my last post in July for an update on my absense. If you got that then head back to my first post in August for the update and go from there. LOL. Since Im posting three posts in one day...

OK! I FINALLY SAW JESUS! And just so you know I didnt cry. I thought Id be so full of emotion that I would cry when I saw how amazing he was and how amazing seeing Brazil from the tallest mtn would make me eel so small in life and make me cry. But no. I took it like a man (always :)) and enjoyed the day.

It started off with Joana and I getting a late start on meeting Gus, who I feel might be my traveling soul mate. The man I spend my life with. Too bad we both feel marriage is for people after 35 and Im not into guys. But that doesnt stop me from loving him or planning our trip to Aussie or Thailand (WHICH IM EXCITED FOR!!!)We have thought about getting married, but again only after we're 35, lol. Now Gus is smart and so much like me I cant even tell you. We fill each other with life. We walk into a room together and Joana says everyone starts smiling. We put of happy rays that bounce off everything and we can never stop smiling. Did I mention he is horribly sexy in everyway and makes me feel like the most amazing women alive? Well he does. Everything I do or say or anything he loves and I feel the same way about him. He feels the same way I do about life. That traveling is number one. He understands sex is more then sex. That everyone is beautiful in one way or another. And he FEELS ENERGY just like me. I really fell for him and miss him when I dont see him. I think Im like on E when we are together. Amazingly happy at all points of time then when hes gone I have the come down where Ive used all my happy vibes and now Im left with just a calm and peaceful place where I smile at all times. So point blank I love him and might grow to be IN love with him.

So we met Gus in Rio at his place. Now he showed us his apartment but I kept wondering why he had amazing spiral starecases that didnt go anywhere. Well next thing I know he said he was showing me MY room. That when it was done I would live there with him. He takes us up a back door and one floor up. Im thinking it is the roof but no it is the PENTHOUSE SUITE of this amazing building. He bought it at 25 and it looks over all of Rio. It is under construction but the room is huge and the outside porch is even bigger. I couldnt breathe we were so high up and it was just amazing. I love this guy. He saves his money at really great jobs in California then comes home and since the dollar is better he puts it all in stocks and makes more money. He is just too smart.
After showing us the place we went to the train to go up the mtn to see Jesus. And who do I bump into? Oh yes a famous Berlin DJ named BEN! He was so out of place with his sexy lite sweater and thin scarf but I loved it because it was so German sexy meets classic punk London. We hit it off and everything. He was with the Paris Hilton of Brazil. The daughter of a million dollar business or something, with her body guard who took to watching over me while we were there, lol. We got on that rain and OMG the hottest all girl South African basketball team was on it. They were more then will to take pictures with me and some of them hit on me and they say once you go black you never go back! But my first boyfriend was black... I wonder what happened to him....? Well anyway a lot of them were pretty hot and Joana couldnt help but laugh at how they kept me in a tight little circle while they taked to me. Touching my arms and always making sure I had their attention. It was as if theyd never seen a white american girl before.... maybe they havent, lol.
But we spent like 3 hours taking pictures. First in the sun, then the sunset, then with all the night lights of the city. Then we got CRAZY! Joana and I never spot laughing and Gus and I live off each other. We just understand that being Superman and a totumpole makes for better pictures. Yes we got the nice happy shots and Gus and I took a few of us kissing in a sunset because it was too perfect and Joana wouldnt kiss me, lol. Not that I asked or anything. She ended up kissing Gus for pictures instead HAHAHA. He has such a small and perfectly soft mouth. I think he would be the man to make love to. That because he understands it isnt all about sex that he would be the man to really please a woman. But no really we had an amzing time and it was spectacular view. I mean holy shit!!!
Then Gus took us to dinner at a salad bar like the DRESSING ROOM in LA but more fancy. But the same fill in the blank card and turn it in thing. But ours came with ceeshes and fruit. But I love the Dressing Room. I will go there again I will. Great now Im craving there honey mustard dressing... ug.... Im going to have banana cake instead. Then even as full as we all were we crammed ice cream down and ended the night. Joana and I laughing all the way home.
The next day I stayed at home to rst. I had been running twice and then climbing the mtn my legs were hurting a little. I pushed myself too much. So I just did upper body that day, and went tanning (I think the AC guy saw me while he was on the roof, love it!) The I got ahold of Xaiver my photographer from France. And the next day we met for lunch to go over what we will be doing. I had to move the time back because Joana went to a party at her work and said shed be home late, late was 6 AM!!! LOL. But the beach shoot will be amazing. He is an amazing guy that works for a very big company and I think makes a lot of money since he is renting me a car and spending the day taking me around with his assistant Carlos before we start the shoot. Then we will be renting a boat and going to an island to shoot there too. Oh and did I mentio it is at Arraial do Cabo one of the most amazing beaches in Brazil about two hours from where I live? No really look up pictures on google and see for yourself. Now me are supposted to be doing it tomorrow but they are saying as of two hours ago that we are getting wind changes in and should be getting rain tonight and tomorrow. But Im up for sexy shots in the rain any day. If not we will move it to later i the week but I will try to post them ASAP! Im excited. Joana and I are planning a trip to Soa Paulo which is 4 hours away but I have two photographers that want to work with me there, the other two might come to Rio. Im hoping these work out. One of the photographers works for a mag here and needs project models. That would be sick!
So Im working and not just playing all the time guys! GOSH! LOL. Plus teaching English is not to shabby a job either I love it!
So Im home pampering with Joana, doing nails, toes, hair and eating banana and chocolate cake. LOL. The weather is getting sexy cloudy with warm breezes and sweet smelling air floating through the house. GOSH! I LOVE MY LIFE!!!
So I will update everyone when I put pictures up on my last blogs and all. Wish me luck for tomorrow! Oh and Im glad everyone likes the rockstar shots! The bass and fishnets pull the look together.... I might do another one of those because guess what? Tattoos are VERY VERY VERY cheap (and safe) over here, hint hint....! LOVE!